Trapped inside....

I'm trapped inside my love

I never will be freed

Of the pain I always have

Of this aching, biting need

It hurts because I miss you

And the pain will never cease

It'll never let me forget my love

Never give me peace

I can't change the way I feel

I'll live with it instead

I loved you then, I love you now

I'll love you when I'm dead

I cry and then I wonder

Why I can't have you

I forget how much you hurt me

I want the one I knew

Every time I see you

And look into your eyes

I see the one I'll always love

Hidden deep inside

This prison is my home

It's the only thing I see

It's trapped me here, there's no escape

And I can never leave.

in my dream..............

You told me in a dream you always loved me.

I wept with joy at what with joy you said.

My sadness was not there. It was so lovely.

And with you was my darling, so dear.

The sky was with an early sunrise burning,
Yet still with ample darkness for the moon,
Which held the secret of its youthful yearning
Although it knew that it would vanish soon.
How wonderful, I thought, at last to hear you
Say what I had known but never heard!
Abandoned, I have long longed to be near you
And find my long-lost refuge in a word.
I saw the truth of it within your eyes
And blessed the dream that ends but never dies.

Bcoz 0f u.................

Because of you I laugh
Because of you I smile
Because of you I dont think twice
But it's all worth while.

Because of you I'm a better person
Than I was just yesterday
Because of you a cloudy sky
Seems like a sunny day

Because of you I finally know
What its like to be in love
Because of you from morning to night
You're all I'm thinking of

! can feel u...............

You're far away,
but, I can feel you.
You exist in my every breath,
in every beat of my heart,
adding a spectacular sizzle
in all the right places.
Even when I close my eyes,
I see your face and feel
the fire of your caress.
Your presence is a tangible thing...
yet as hard to grasp as the air.
I reach for you,
but you elude me.
Still, I can feel you;
the softness of a petal,
a warm wind on my cheek,
a ray in my vision,
a distant light that
ever draws me near.

Hey love !!!!!

Isn’t a lot already been written, said and read?
But my prose is yet to edify a path not tread.
My lyrics will unveil a tale unfold,
To reveal shades unseen and feelings untold.

Can you but conquer a language just by making a few words your own?
Or simply douse your hand to gauge the depth of the mighty ocean that the earths adorn…
Love is breathing life into gestured emotions that mere words fail to evince
Its Not bottling emotions within or giving the words a mince

Experiencing the joy of my Soulmate walking by
Even when the clock threats to run and minutes simply fly
Unearthing the latent virtues and those deep embryonic sighs.
Lifting our conjoined wings to reach enthralling highs.

Trying to Capture the tempest that jogs into a dervish whirl
Strings of my heart that I pull and hurl
Having found you my search ends but journey continues
A soulful lilt planted in my step as each moment renews…

! m in l0ve with u......

Something wild and free
Crazy and brand new
Spending time with friends
But at the same time being with you
We're the best of friends
But deeper in my eyes

Where ever your around
My heart no longer crys
Always being upset
Or forever in a fight
Thats not a relashionship
None of that is right
Everyday saying I'm sorry
For something I've said or done
All of a sudden it turned serious
I'm no longer having fun
But when I'm with you
Being with you
Just being by your side
I can let the tears fall
They no longer have to hide
Your suppose to be a friend
Some one I can turn too
Even though I'm wanting
To tell you I love you!

Still Miss you.....

At My Door The Leaves Are Falling

A Cold Wild Wind Will Come

Sweethearts Walk By Together

And I Still Miss Someone

Oh No I Never Got Over Those Brown Eyes

I See Them Every Where

I Miss Those Arms That Held Me

When All The Love Was There

I Go Out On A Party

To Look For A Darkened Corner

For I Still Miss Someone

Oh, No I Never Got Over Those

Browns Eyes.

I See Them Every Where

I Miss Those Arms That Held Me

When All The Love Was There

I Wonder If she's Sorry

For Leavin' What We'd Begun

There's Someone For Me Somewhere

And I Still Miss Someone

Just Wanted To Let You Know....

I Miss You....still

I Miss You

My dearest love

Look at the deepest heart of me

Like a river without water

As my heart without a lover

I was lonely

Since happiness had left me

And now i am still lonely

By the pure of love, i declare

Come with me, my love

I'll show you about the green grass along the riverside

Look, they are so happy

As the view enchanted us to see

How lovely they are, fill with joy

Dancing as they never been born

Singing as they never been cry again

A beautiful view that only for a moment

All i want is your heart

All i need is your love

And throw my lonely away with your smile

Until the end of our time

! m m0ving 0n.................

I was moving and crawling
and now keeping this track on.
But the real me is lagging me,
hiding and cheating me wrong
I am making the pillars with
base of my dreams.
But its dithering me, withering me
and slithering me right on.

I've been walking round
inside the maze, where no
end i found
but now i am a butterfly
liberated from the cocoon
ready to take a devoid flow

The breeze seems little friendly
the sun is bright in the sky
No more is i urge for but solely
everything is wry, sure dry
To have the rays fallen to my soul
I need a hand having eternal parole
And that just calm me when my breathe
is so fast, when i stumble and fall
gives me backup support....


Well its time, comes and goes
I tried to grow with my
friends and foes...
But in this new place
i am lacking both
its making me sick and
availing cons not pros
Should i not expect
what i think i would have
Is it so hard for almighty to serve
Am I in hurry or its time to be lone
is it engraved so I utterly takes on....

a new start.............

The wall grown full of strokes and numbers,

Stars shone their extra bit bright,

My prayers edging beyond the tattered roofs,

Hoping to reach the destined ones,

Perhaps the messiahs also had slept tight !

My heart seemed to contain the joy of it all,

But from within there was an impetuous call;

"You maybe forgotten, expediently wiped off memories",

But the merriment seemed to diminish all !

The frigid earth bore a flowery supple,

Food never tasted any better,

Others however more callous by the day,

But i perceive it plain envy.

Oh , it felt humble !

I felt blessed !

All pain of past vanished,

Bitter feelings turned sore ;

wounds healed

Now would be the day of light,

Eon of a new life.

I WOULD BE FREE . . .

All day long,
I thought about you.

Even when I tried not
to think about you,
I thought about you.

When I closed my eyes,
I thought about you.

When I opened my eyes,
I thought about you.

When I thought about
the beauty of the season,
I thought about you.

When I thought about the
warmth of the upcoming holidays,
I thought about you.

When I heard a love song
on the radio,
I thought about you.

When I checked my email,
I thought about you.

Even when I said goodnight
to the stars,
I thought about you.

And when I slipped beneath
the softness of my blanket
and gave in to the bliss
of sweet dreams,
I thought about you.

I just can't stop
thinking about you.

Love does it all.....

Love knows no end; it doesn't keep time,
And it doesn't want to be alone.
It brings constant reminders as the days pass
Cherished by all who want to receive them.

Love is said to be in the eye of the beholder
But, love resides in your heart and soul
And is nourished by others.

Love springs up when you least expect it.
Love is out of your control.
Love keeps you continually wondering.
Love is there for you to reflect on.
Love teaches your life to grow.

Sometimes love hurts, and you want to die.
Take a deep breath and face it head-on.
Love isn't going anywhere; it's there by your side.

Memories of love can make you happy and content,
But they can also make you cry.
Please don't ask yourself why!

When love is in your grasp,
Whether now or in the past,
Gently receive it and don't turn your back.
Love consoles and heals the heart.
Love is yours if you want it, so embrace it!

my life.........................

I surrender my life to the petals in bloom,

When I stand, on the margin of a parapet, on full moon,

Plucking a petal and extending my step, with every murmur,

‘She loves me, she loves me not’.

And leaving all doors of destiny conceded to the fate of the fervor.

Sighting together, the dark and the bright,

Both of which I tread to fight.

With you, to be or not to be, being my guiding light.

Alas!! I see, all but a solitary petal, in life,

But not, if my step ahead has ground to sight,

Before I take to my final plunge,

Into oblivion or into life

And I pluck the last petal and my step falls in firm,

My love has welcomed me in,

And so has life in turn.

Rohan Rathore's 'Emptiness'.....Truly...not that empty...

You would have heard about the story about it.....Here is the story.... A song sung by ROHAN RATHORE from IIT Guwahati and he was suffering from cancer. He sang this song for Supriya a girl he loved more than anything and anyone in the world. Unfortunately she didn't return his love but this song was something he felt he had to do. He died just 15 days after recording this song. ( awesome song!! ♥ ♥ )

But do you buy it.....The first time I heard this story...Ithought....Can a cancer patient sing a song in such a smooth voice and clarity in the last 15 days of his life? Other thing is Why would anybody shout out loudly about unsuccessful love and his lover when he know he will be dead soon..well if he does.....is that Love????

Well here is the Truth........... The song in reality is sung by Gajender Verma a music composer and singer based in Mumbai. He is now claiming legal copyrights to this song. The lyrics and written by Aseem Ahmed Abbasee (an RJ and lyricist from Indore and too has worked for MY FM,CHANDIGARH 94.3), http://www.facebook.com/IrfanCDcentre) It has been revealed by some IIT Guwahati students that the story is completely FALSE ! Yes, this was a inhumanly clever marketing tactic by some people. Let’s see what they did right:

1. They knew the song was good. But an underground track does not reach a wide audience easily. So they associated a story with it.

2. It is the young people(school and college students) who are the target audience. So they made a story to target these people. And these people are also easily susceptible.

3. There are two prominent ways of viral marketing. Either make it a funny thing, or make it a Sad scandalous thing. These people stooped so low that they made a story to play with emotions of youngsters who were naive enough to trust them.

4. They used Three strong keywords- LOVE, IIT-GUWAHATI and CANCER. ‘Love’ was enough to pull romantically influenced people. IIT-Guwahati is a prestigious college in India, so it again became an eye-catcher. ‘Cancer’ disabled the reasoning abilities of the target audience and aroused a feeling of pity in them. Game Over.

5. A bunch of idiots found the recipe for a great viral marketing campaign, but it isn’t quite easy to fool anyone across the internet,especially in the age of internet when you can just ask anyone through a chat.

IIT-Guwahati students say that nobody with that name ever existed with such a story. If this incident was real, it would have been in news all over the country. We would not have found about it through a video.

If the motive of this viral marketing was to promote the song, then the masterminds have already lost it. Nobody will believe that the composer-singer is anyone but ‘Rohan Rathore’.

Well really it is a cheap publicity stunt and really good marketing strategy.....but this proves that we can be fooled easily....Youth.. :|